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I fucking hate October,
My dad calls my phone on the anniversary of my brother's death,
We speak of life and what's right and wrong,
But avoid the subject at all costs,
Simple conversation is enough,
To distract us from the pain.

Strangers can never understand,
What was yet never was,
But could never be again.

I grew up as a role model for,
My younger sibling when I had had no,
Prior training myself,
I don't blame you brother, how could I?
But, god, I wish I'd had,
One of you to look up to,
Forced into a 30 year old mentality,
While only 11 years old physically.

Strangers can never understand,
What was yet never was,
But could never be again.

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from .​.​.​And The Beat Goes On., released April 14, 2014

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Ash Williams San Diego, California

Ash Williams is a punk band that wishes it was a black metal band. Instead of fjords, we have sandy beaches here in San Diego, but don’t let that fool you. The ocean is the most destructive force on the planet and it will eventually swallow us all. We live near it for we do not fear death. ... more

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